My Dog….

It is so true what they say, “a dog is truly a mans best friend”

My Daisy

Daisy you will never truly understand the pure Joy you bring to me!  You have no idea how many times you have saved my life, when I had my miscarriage i didnt want to be around my Other children or my husband! But my goodness did Daisy help heal my heart, and she doesnt even know it!

The only time I left the house during my heartache was because of Daisy, I have met new friends because of Daisy, and I have smiled because of Daisy!

It’s funny because I randomly chose Her, one day I just searched puppies, I searched females purely because I will never have a baby girl (mum of boys) I paid the deposit before seeing her, we live Scotland the puppies were England& I didnt care I just wanted one! I just wanted a baby! A baby girl!!

I paid the deposit before even telling my husband or talking to him about getting a dog! I just wanted a baby and I wanted that baby now!!!

I do not know about the pomeranian/German spritz breed I didnt care about it I just wanted a Baby!

I made my husband drive from Scotland to Leeds – 4 hours for my Fur baby! I didn’t care what my boys wanted and I certainly didnt care babe my husband wanted, I wanted that baby!!

And oh my goodness what a impulsive buy she was, I totally fell in love with her, my heart melted and for that 1 hour of meeting her for the first time I didnt think of the Miscarriage, infact I didnt think of the Miscarriage and Labour ward For months! I had my baby!

She truly has brought so much joy to our family, no shes not a human baby she will never compare, shes a puppy/dog but shes helping my family heal every day!

When I’m having a bad day of reliving that day at the scan or my day in Labour , she just comes up to me and gives my nose a little lick& lies on me! And she will not move!

I truly hope she knows how much we love her, adore her and need her!

It’s true what they say “we do not deserve dogs”